30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 24

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

I sometimes think about how different things, financially and where I would be at my life, if I hadn't lost my job back in 2009. Would I done my internship there? Would I have transferred to Vegas already? And I wouldn't have such debt from well...life.

But that is life. And I h...appen to know that I learn everything the hard way. lucky me, right?

 

 

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 23

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

This is the only book I read every few years. It's pretty messed up, but something so out of the normal realm of any book by VC Andrews...

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 22

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

I have terrible A.D.D./A.D.H.D. It's prolly why I bounce around school so much and can't focus for shit. There is always something new and shiny that has my attention.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 21

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

This is really loaded actually. As much fun as Pride 2010 was, it had a lot of drama. And of course an ex trying to reappear is not very pleasant. This year for Pride 2011, since I am moving to Nevada a few days later, I want to keep it simple. I'm thinking just hanging out with my bestie instead and going with whatever flow. And working out the previous 2 years' kinks. lol. 

Well I kinda went off on a tangent. Going thru my pictures trying to choose one for day 21 was a tad too painful for my taste. I could have gone simple and shown a picture of an ex, but I tend to set those pictures on fire. Fire pretty!!!! Anyways, I picked this picture because my friend broke my heart and cut me of his life. So I wish I could forget everything we did together (that was a lot). This was a friend who was like a effen brother to me. I even brought him into my family. I guess it seems childish, but I'm tired of trying to move forward and just plain exhausted from being sad, angry and bewildered about it. I have gotten a lot of advice about it, and you think I would have learned my lesson the 2nd time around. Ironically Christina Aguilera's You Lost Me is playing right now on my Pandora. So I added the lyrics below. It's eerie how accurate her words are. Minus the relationship undertones of course. 

Wow, I sure rambled here. Oops.

I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won. Now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And oh, we tried, you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic

And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We found our life's been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
You'll regret it but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 20

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

Egypt is next on my list to travel. I wont enjoy the 18 hour flight for sure, but this is so on my bucket list. :)

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 19

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.

And you wonder why I like to dress up? ha.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 18

Day 18 - A picture from a trip you went on.

This is from when I went to London the end of last year. We took one of those all day tour bus things and one stop was Stonehenge. There was something so stunning about it. Even in the 15 degree weather.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 17

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Makeup. Yes, makeup has made a great impact on my life. About 2 years ago, I lost my job and starting my blog pulled me out of this funk I was stuck in. This hobby turned into my love into my passion. And anything revolving around my sites has made incred...ible happy. Not to mention I hit my creativity spot! When I finish school, down the road I want to attend The San Francisco Institute of Esthetics & Cosmetology.

 

 

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 16

Day 16 - A picture of your most treasured item.

Yeah, I'm not being too original. But I love my macbaby more than anything else ever. I take it to work, school, my friends and out. It goes everywhere I do. It's my life. If you have a Mac you understand, otherwise you PC freaks SUCK IT!!!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 15

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

I know most people say "get married" "have kids" "sky dive", but I just want to travel EVERYWHERE. I want to have a job where I can live in London for 3 months and spend 3 weeks in Dubai and a month in Australia. I love change and don't like sitting still for long. So I have a huge list.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 14

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

I'll be honest, sometimes I want to scream or throw heavy objects at the drama or stupid shit goes on...but I love my friends to death. One of the most important things in my life is laughter. There is no shortage of that with them haha. And these two are my adopted family. Love you guys! :) 

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 13

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Is it any surprise I chose Christina Aguilera? She has been my favorite musical artist since I was a teenager. I have seen her live 2x and it brought tears to my eyes watching her perform. I'm in awe of her complexity and how she evolves every year. She has the most jaw dropping voice and was stunning in Burlesque. Hello, I saw it 9x! Can't wait for DVD release!!!!

How hot is she?!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 12

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Glitter! I love glitter more than a girl prolly should. I wear it work (in a respectful way), to do my errands, class and out. Basically all the time. Glitter just makes me happy. Maybe cause it's shiny.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 11

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.

I hate phone tag and people who can't return calls. It is my ultimate pet peeve. My rule is I call you 3x in a week and you cant return. I'm done. No drama, just the truth. Don't be rude!!!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 10

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.

I don't really get messed up anymore. The whole being an adult and responsible. BAH! It sucks. But there was a time when I was a naughty, naughty girl and I enjoyed it! haha.

I love and miss you pookie!! :)

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 9

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

This was hard. 

Really hard.

I have 3 friends, who have gotten me thru quite a few hardships. While 2 of them are still very important people in my life, the other is no longer in it (and that is his choice). I'm grateful for each of them for being there for me at a particular time I needed a good soul. 

Halloween 2009

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 8

Day 08 - A picture of someone you used to be closer to.

This is from one of my drunkest night with my friend Bracken. It was seriously a evening of insanity, that we never even made it outside my apartment door. Hilarious. Lots of dancing, jungle juice and jumping on my bed. We used to go out 4x a week. It was a bit crazy. But we used to be really tight and he was an amazing friend during a summer I was on the outs with my best friend and my ex roommate. And that I will eternally grateful.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 7

 

Day 07 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

I picked my mom for someone who inspires me.She is always loving, encouraging, and supporting me. She taught to never give up. After everything our family has been thru, she truly is out backbone and I don't know where I would be in my life without her.

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 6

 

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 6

For day 6, pick a picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day. I picked Kristofer Buckle. He has been Christina Aguilera's makeup artists for years now. I'd kill for his job!!!!!!! 

How fabulous is she? LOVE!

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 5

30 Day Photo Challenge - Day 5 - picture of your favorite memory.

This was hard to choose! So I picked one of my favorites. One of the first times the 3 of us went to Jackhammer and got slammed on long islands. This is prolly the classiest photo from that evening.haha! I miss this!!!!!